Love you plenty plenty <3

2009-06-27T23:52:00.003+08:00

woke up by ur call..
lie in bed for awhile more...
den went to vivo wif veron...
for job interview at thai express...
thanks steven for helping me find a job...
shld be starting work next time..
uber sian...
haix...
den veron and i went to buy vege vege...
and walked to skypark and sat down at some random place...
under e shade, the weather was super hot today...
sat and eat my vege vege...
veron wanted to camwhore...
but i didnt have the mood too.
so no picts D:
den we sat and sat and sat...
den suddenly gt 3 ang mo's guy! walk past us...
and 1 guy stopped infront of us and said , " WASSUP!"
lmao we were shocked :O
den he walked away and open the "wu zhao pai" restaurant door and said,
"HAVE A NICE DAY!"
and veron said kinda loudly, " HE'S CRAZY!"
den he turn back and said,"U'RE CRAZY!"
lmao hilarious!
den we continue sitting there...
and many ppl came out from e cinema entrance beside us,
eating some buffet, suddenly the place we sat, became so crowded...
den i stretch out my leg and sit...
den this guy walking wif fren, act like i made him trip over my leg ._.
so AA (attract attention)
den we went to the mrt station and top up my ez link card.
and took 65 home, den veron said, there was a ang mo lang sitting at back keep loooking at me...
den i said, "yeah i realised" paid no attention to anyone at all.
not in the mood..
shld be meeting roy for dinner, but i feel like slping..
don think i meeting le..
haix...don1 to see any1 other den u D:

2009-06-27T23:52:00.001+08:00

exhausted...
work out...
i donno wad to do...
just feel like slping the whole day...
whenever we quarrel, i always feel this way...
donno why...
parents, frens, studies, work, u, everything nt going rite...
haix, suan le i going to slp x.x
mentally and physically and EMOTIONALLY tired...

2009-06-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

had an outing with senior!
snr and his lame-ness got me luffing e whole day~
met him at 4, i was a little late :x
trying to change the bad habit of being late :x
we walked around vivo awhile, cos ben and jerry was packed with ppl...
finally found a seat!
Whooo.hooo!
snr treated me ice cream waffle!
for a belated bday treat :D
tsk tsk forgot to take pict of e ice cream at the starting!
my shuai snr treated me(i was forced to say it :x heehee)
and the shuai counter guy made it for me :D
that's was what awesome me! did to the awesome waffle :xHee's could not finished it :x so i ended up playing wif food! weeehehehehe!

after ice cream, we went to walk walk :D
went to skypark, and found out there was some drum competition...
so snr and i decided to go and watch it, since there was nth to do...
and waiting till 6.45 for terminator movie :D
hahas so we sat and watched :D
and i started to take photos of them but it was so blur...
cos i was using hp cam, and i was sitting so far away...
so i decided to take video instead :D

The 1st and last! blur pic ><>
The 1st group:D

lolx! snr made some funny remarks, on e fat guy at the end of left hand side...
cos he was drumming so fast...
and snr said, " i bet he pcc very fast too!" lolx!

And the 2nd group :D

LOLX! this was they weirdo group!
they were playing some chinese drum thing...
lolx! and the guy who was acting as a joker, was so stupid!

And the 3rd group!

LOLX the judges said this was e best performance!
they called themself voodoo doll! lolx!
i like their performance too :D

And the 4th group :D

Hahahas! this was damn hilarious!
hahas all my readers shld be there...
the center fat guy, was dancing~
lolx! damn funny!
could nt watch the rest...
cos it was 6.30 so we walked to the cinema...
and brought nachos :D
and waited 20mins! cos the commercial! was 20mins long...
finally! the show started!

the both guy look the same, snr tot it was the same guy! lolx
toot snr :x
watch watch watch and smsing baby in the cinema :D
den the robot guy, so wei da!
he gave his heart to the guy...
and e movie end...
haix sad luhs...
after movie went back home :D

2009-06-19T03:16:00.005+08:00

quarrel with baby in the late noon...
den around 10+ pm den hao...
tsk tsk everytime quarrel...
very sian...
den 11 plus+ we went to play maple season 2 tgt...
we both be windbreaker tgt... lolx

2009-06-14T21:12:00.014+08:00

Hahas! this was funny! guess wad i was wearing :x

emo babe ♥ lolx!

idk, wad we were doing! lolx!

Running home to slp!

I'm a super woman! ♥

Jumps! ♥

Still camwhore-ing ♥

hahas! messy hair failure ♥!

She was trying to make her hair messy! hahas failure :x

I like this pic :D

lolx! another messy hair :D

Hahas! messy hair rox <3 style="text-align: center;">

Monster Attack no1 :D

Monster attack no2 ! gosh! fugly!

Ur fav face :D

My fav face! hahas monkey!

Bleahx :p

See i know ya hungry!

Awesome effect!

Muacks <3>

hiding my panda bags D:

hahas i look like i'm pulling my ears :x

ILY <3 style="text-align: center;">
Halo, amanda :D

Smile (:

ily this pic, been so long since a took a pic wif my mum in it

and another 1 :D

hahas! this is epic!

lolx! chess set!

our secret joke (:

little miss black hood <3>

aiks! amanda stop candi shots

gosh! dude! where ya peeping at??

nice effect veron! hahas

i know ya hungry, but don think of EATING ur comb!

Emo queen's

shoes and slippers for sale :D

Smexy! legs lolx

idk, was i doing! lolx WE WERE BORED!

Ooooo!

Peace out! boredom makes us crazy!

This is what we do, when we're bored! (:

smiles :D gosh i cant see her eyes~

Ily both :D Tgt forever ♥

Smiles :D Hi dad! mum and aunty! lolx nice background~

I guess i sure smth disgusting :s

Humph! i just wanna go home!

Boring~!!!

Milo & Coke rawxs! ♥

waiting for parents~

smiles~ gosh! i look so fatigue

goshz!
baby i'm feeling to uneasy!
tried contacting u for 2hrs..
and still trying TT
where u went?
nv answer my call, nv reply my sms, msn no reply...
called ur house no anser too TT...
ahhhh! baby i cant take it TT....
haix!
i hope u're nt avoiding me, i hope i'm being paranoid...
thinking so much... TT
baby faster gif me a ring or text!
i'll be waiting TT...

today went to church and camwhore like siao...
cos veron and i and amanda was bored...
had around 70 picts!
lolx! damn long nv take picts...
gosh! and with no make up on!
unglam~ me

2009-06-09T16:20:00.001+08:00

fk up day...
woke up damn early...
went to reborn hair...
but outcome like fk...
fk up hair...
fk up ah pu neh neh store...
nv open when i wanted to buy coke and calm myself down...
nt going out, till i find my mood back...
so pissed...
nt going to eat...
nt going to do anything

2009-05-10T02:12:00.006+08:00

everything happens so fast...
1 min we're happy,everything fine...
the next min is like u're so cold to me...
maybe u're hiding smth from me??
1 min u didnt want to go home, cos even if u went home u cant slp...
but the next mind u reached home, and didnt even wait for me to reach home...
and u already said u're going to bed already...
ehhhh?!?
i really wonder...
is there really nth going on, just as u said u were not thinking about anything...
just seems so wrong...
incorrect...
it don't feel like u...
even last time no matter hw tired u were...
u will still wait for me to safely reached home...
den u will go to bed...
why today so different???
or maybe i'm too sensitive after all??
i really don't know...

2009-05-04T01:41:00.004+08:00

Somethings are left better unsaid...
kept in my memory...
part of a nightmare...
the love so deep a mum can gif her son...
pampering him too much...
don wish to say wad happen...
cos i promise my baby..
i wont blog abt it...
haix..
anyway mother's day is around the corner...
i hope things will be ok between my baby and his mum...
after the whole incident..
we went to our "mami" house and slack till late nite...
cos we were so called "homeless"
sound so pathetic..
i remember baby said"mami ah gal and i homeless, can we go over ur place?? we can help u mop floor and sweep floor :D" lolx!
slack at mami place, played mami new game "STEPS"
maybe will be dl-ing it :D
seems fun althought it's smth like audi! lolx!
read my new moon, and finally i finished the book...
so proud of myself :D
cos i seldom read :D
den francis dadi come and we went for dinner :D
came back slack slack, den went back home...
hais nw waiting for baby reply...
hope his mum will cool down and talk to him nicely...
hope everything goes well...
pity my baby...
cos he's sandwich in between the both of us...
haix...
hw i wish i could help T_T

on sat we went for movie marathon:D
watched 3 movies in a row..
handsome suit, 17again and friday the 13.
dinner, slack, home...

still waiting...
still wondering hw's things between them...

2009-04-20T00:30:00.008+08:00

last thursday 16.4.09
i finally went out wif my dear dear's :D
went to vivo :D miss them so much...
had a fun time wif them :D
did some embarassing like walking alone in e malay foodcourt.
cos dear dear wanted me see e gal who don like her..
and see whether e guy handsome anot..
they said e guy used to be damn shuai lolx...
but i see like...
ehhh nw kinda not nice
>.<> walk walk shop shop :D
den i brought! alot of snacks home!
hahas... dear dear's all kinda shocked =x
den i went home 1st for dinner :D
cyas soon again:D love ya<3

hmmm's today kinda boring...
i was slping my day away :x
cos i was really really very tired...
went church in e morning...
had prata :x
and i went to slp after tt :x
gosh! i'm gonna grow fat!
poor me :(
woke up at 6+
chat wif baybee on e phone..
while reading my novel :D
new moon the book after twilight =x
tsk tsk it was so nice>.<
and ty baybee for listening to all my problems..
and ty to my frens too for cheering me up :D
thinking back...
i think yest i was pms-ing...
cos today my da yi ma!
came and visit me!
it came so early this mth!
guess i was damn stress out for this mth
and march too x.x
haix so many things going on...
really wish everything can just move on a slower pace of time.
for me to catch my breathe..

Everything in life has a meaning...
Nothing in life goes wasted,
Even this grief you are going through now
Will become a big step that takes you closer to the true meanings of life.
Think of it this way -
These tears, they flow to mend your broken heart and cleanse your spirit,
And this sorrow, it shows you the preciousness of love.
This suffering is to help you become someone who understands the pain in others' hearts.

2009-04-19T01:34:00.006+08:00

super unhappy...
moody...
depressed...
miserable....
heavy-hearted...
ill-fated...
gloomy...
pessimistic...

haix feeling so down...
this wk was the worse wk ever...
cos of his mum...
haix no matter hw hard u try...
things still don work out between his mum and me...
so sickening...
and he was really down...
because i suggested to him that...
maybe he shld find a better gal...
who wont gif him prob...
can take care of herself...
forever making him happy...
and lastly his mum like her...
and he was really very demoralised...
and told me...
why i try so hard and at e end of the day...
u ask me find some1 else...
why cant u say u will be the suitable person in my life...
den i was like ehhh i said maybe only...
i was suggesting...
den he almost brk again...
cos he was so down tt i said tt...
and tot i really want it so badly...
the wanting of him being wif some1 better...

haix i'm really damn sad, gloomy everything negative...
his mum, him, my parents, my frens, ppl around me...
everything seems to be crushing...
nt going the rite way... and it don feel good...
i donno why...
i cant stop crying...
even when i was wif u today,
but we didnt even have any personal time tgt...
i need a hug badly...
i want to feel that i'm wanted...
haix...if time could just stop...
and take all e negative things away...
it will be damn wonderful...
or staying in a place wif nobody i know...
nobody to judge me...
haix i'm tired...
and i know u're tired too

i found this meaningful...
Proof that you loved that person

Can it be helped that the wound of losing that person hurts you greatly?
Are tears streaming from the wound instead of blood?
This unrelenting pain is probably eating you away inside.
The cry of pain has probably become a wail.

As long as you are you, you will have this pain in your heart.
However, and this is important, in time you can get accustomed to this pain.
This pain is proof that you are you.
This pain is proof that you loved that person.
Accept the pain as pain, and live through it.

Of course, you need not follow after your loved one to prove the depth of your love.
The proof is in your heart.

2009-04-18T02:40:00.005+08:00

haix...
i wonder...
i ponder...
i think...
i reminisce...
i consider...
i reflect....

but still things are still e same...
why does happy moments last for a short awhile...
and
troubles....
problems...
mind-blowing issue....
disagreement....
dilemma....
conflict...
argument...
misunderstanding....
seems to be multipling rapidly...
faster than i can keep up to...

i cant stand ur attitude whenever u wake up...
if u're so tired i can always leave ur place by myself...
y must u always show me ur attitude whenever u wake up...
den after that apologised...
u didnt even say bye to me x.x
u didnt even say anything ._.
den after i sms u...
all u said was sry...
i don need ur sry...
y whenever i tot thing were going normal...
den some nonsense will appear...

and i still cant stand ur mum...
no matter hw hard i try to ignore and nt to piss her off...
wad's wrong wif sharing the same chair x.x
den she nv say u, only say me...
can ask u get off the chair also wad...
forget it...
eat finished wash hand....
how many times she wan to say...
u also nv wash....
y must so be so particular!!!!

empty promises from u...
tot we agreed nt to smoke...
den u still smoke, still say smoke abit only...
quit must quit, no abit or alot...
cannot do it den don promise...
u also tell me tt line...
but u urself cant keep it....

sian la...
no mood...

2009-04-15T01:26:00.005+08:00

CRAP!
BULLSHIT!
NAIVE!
MY WISHFUL THINKING!
always though thing were going fine,
but it all just my WISHFUL THINKING at the end of the day.
i donno why thing always go this way.
i donno wad u are thinking.
and i am damn fking tired of it.
i changed,
u changed,
but y! everything still e same! does e problem lies wif u or wif me?
i really donno!
i damn tired of this.
even today i go wif my fren u ask so much.
i feel like a criminal.
even if there was a change of plan,
i didnt reborn my hair,
u also not happy.
not like i didnt explain to u why.
cos i didnt have time! and i don1 u to be unhappy.
so i didnt reborn my hair,
cos i wont go home late.
and u wont unhappy!
like tis think for u also wrong.
why u must keep bringing up abt the past.
past also past already.
is wad i do now, that matters in the future.
u cant let go of the past, keep on unhappy!
i don feel good at all! totally not!
i feel damn fking useless!
my bf unhappy i cant even do anything tt will cheer him up!
no matter wad i do, wad i say,
we're just going round in circles.
no matter hw hard we try.
maybe we're just not meant to be.
don keep on telling me u feel insecure.
is u are the 1 who keep on making urself feel that way.
u don1 me go out single dates,
i didnt already, nw group outing also cant???
and don need to ask me whether i agree to break.
just do wadever u want,
wadever decision u make,
just tell me.
u wan u leave,
i wont stop.
i will face all the emotions myself.

2009-04-13T20:05:00.004+08:00

sat...
baybee was late, so we end up not watching movie...
he went back to slp... wad a piggy!
den he ask me go find him for lunch at kovan...
so i went, had lunch tgt... bought lots of tibits...
den went to his place for movie, Hotel for dogs..
he wanted to watch...
den i went to slp after e show lolx...
woke up for dinner den watch dark water, den slack slack den go home...

sun..
i had easter party =D
and baybee was suppose to meet me at bugis for movie...
but but but he was tired and we didnt watch e movie...
went to find him again, had my cup corn lolx! yummy!!!
and went to his place and did something lame which is playing audi!
lolx cos i gt nth better to do...
den i was hungry....
so i asked baybee to cook maggie mee for me...
haahs 1st time he cooked for me... lolx
i was just jking when i said i.. didnt know he will agree to it..
ty baybee ;D
den i play psp and he was reading comic online...
i played psp till i fall aslp.. lolx!
den he said i was laughing in my slp!
hahas i guess i was dreaming of smth funny...
den play psp again lolx! den when for dinner
his mum cook fish congee eeeeks but i ate abit and baybee took so much for me
! so in e end he finished it for me lolx...
after tt watch devil wear prada den play psp and baybee fall aslp...
wad a pig ;x
i was damn hungry!
so i went down for my late dinner den cab home...
baybee i don care next wk i want to watch knowing!
u PIG!

2009-04-10T14:21:00.010+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i haven blog like so many days....
cos my com was spoilt...
and my laptop was down too...
everything was spoiling =(
so sad...........
really had a tough week...
without com, my days were so boring....
i even went to lan shop and do my assignment...
so hillarious!!!!
i bet i was the 1st one...
den i sleep talk to my niece...
she told me i was asking her that why my panda cannot walk???
soooo random lolx....
and i said smth like there was a button on e panda for me to press, den it can walk already...
den my niece took e panda and wore it on her hand and said see is a puppet...
den i was like ohhhhhhhh ok, den i snatch it back from her...
and went back to slp lolx!
so kukufied!!!! lolx
waaaaaaaaa den i super duper ultra pissed wif groupmates!!!!!!!
fk them man a bruch of grown ups who thinks that they are damn fking mature!
fk u la! rarrrssss....

heee's don care abt them...
as long as gt my baybee can already...
yest i made my baybee damn disappointed =(
sry baybee...
gif me time to adapt to ur changing k =D
and i'm sry that i made u cry...
miss ya darling <3

2009-04-03T00:21:00.003+08:00

after so long...
after so many promises...
so many i will change for u...
so many i don't want to lose u...
but still, u still nt rdy for this rs...
i donno why...
i really love u alot...
but this time i wont make u stay...
after 1 yr plus...
this is wad u're still telling me...
den wad for i ask u to stay...
it totally don make any sense at all...
so what if i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u don even care..........................
roarssssssssssssssssssssss...........
I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERY PART OF THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO LET GO

2009-03-22T04:44:00.005+08:00

tsk tsk...
today was a long tiring day...
woke up at 6.30
bath, change, left house, for job..
kns steven make me come so early x.x
next time i will come later reach at 9 =x
den start at 10 end at 3...
well it was raining, and i had a little misunderstanding wif my baybee...
cos during work i could not take my hp...
and i told him i end at 2...
well cos of some misunderstanding, my baybee was angry wif me, and didnt want to meet...
lucky in e end we still met =D
i miss u lotssss<3
had so much fun wif baybee today...
den came home and accompand baybee play audi...
cos we wanted to try the new couple 31 mode =D
tsk tsk baybee & i sync very well.
most of the time we manage to get 31 hearts.
and win the other players, whose lv was higher =x
tsk tsk i miss hugging my baybee just like in e audi pic =x
look so sweet!!!!!!!!!!
muacks! darling i love u

2009-03-16T02:18:00.003+08:00

i cant slp again tonight...
so many issues going on in my mind...
shld i let u go, so tt u can be happier...
i don1 to see u being wif me all stressed out...
and worried abt this and that...
i don1 u to feel insecure...
even though alot happened...
but nth like tt will ever happen again...
i really tried to make u feel secure and love by me...
but i don think is euff to make u happy everyday...
maybe if u be wif another gal will be better...
after all u said, i am not the gal for u...
even though, u love me alot...
e feeling for me is so deep...
but i attracted too many guys...
but treat them as fren only...
i really donnno wad to do...
shld i let u go, and suffer tgt wif u for a few mth or yrs...
b4 u find some1 new...
OR shld i walk wif u. seeing u sad,stress out, worried abt me everyday...
i just wan u to be happy...
even if nt being wif me..
haix i donno wad to do...

2009-03-15T03:12:00.002+08:00

it's the weekend again =D
suppose to meet baybee for 11.30am show...
but! as usual baybee could wake up!
after my countless morning call!
den i went back to slp... lolx!
until 10.30++ he answer ._. but i kinda sian already...
so he went to prepare and decide to watch 1.30 show..
but donno leh, i think call him till i abit pissed =x
so i went back to slp, kinda tired too...
so in e end we meet at 3 at amk..
to watch COMING SOON at 3.30
omg tt show damn scary!
nice story line... but damn freaky!
i kinda keep on screaming =x
and baybee covered my mouth so HARD!
lolx guess he ps ba =x bring me watch horror show...
den went for dinner...
add a big big! chicken drumstick!
and baybee said e drumstick big euff to cover my face! lolx...
walk walk slack slack =D
den go prata house slack slack till kinda late...
den poof buai buai baybee=x
cya next sat again <3>

2009-03-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

finally after everything settled...
i really hoped things will worked out this time...
i really want to be wif u...
no more sad sorrowful days...
more happy loving days ahead waiting for us...
i really want to be wif u o baobei =D
love u lots lots lots ><
really very happy to be back wif u...
hope everything goes well till e end...
lets face everything together =D
happy happy HAPPY!!!!!
no sad o =x

2009-03-09T14:34:00.003+08:00

Erm sian.. Kana force to blog.. Hmmm.. Tis past few weeks realli v tough for mi. Aft all toopid incidents happened i can feel tat its tough to trust her again. It's lyk everytime i put my trust on her n let her do wat she wan eventually thing dun work out the way i tot. Promises r meant to be broken? If tt's the case y make promises in the 1st place. To get wat u wan at tat moment? And aft tat dun bother abt it anymore? Hmmm. I believe alot of ppl will agree tat love = trust. So does tat mean beakingof trust = breaking of love? I noe i'm lost during tat few weeks my mind is telling to back off from tis relationship bt my heart is telling mi to stay. To gif a 2nd try. Aiksss.. In the end i still decided to folo my heart. So nt lyk mi lor!!! Suan le nvm abt tis.. Alot of ppl ard mi is telling mi to go off and sae tat i am silly. If tis incidents happen to them they sure will leave. Everytime i heard tis i will feel tat i am toopid, silly y i have to kip tolerate tis kinda nonsense. I dunno whether i am happi abt our patching back. Jus noe tat she is sum1 i love. Love so deeply, too deeply. I dun regret making any of my choice. I will continue waking down tis path till the v end......

Love is a 2 sided sword.
Happiness is on 1 side,
& the other side is sadness...

2009-03-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

weeee...
new blogskin...
new look...
new beginning with you...
lolx!!!
finally my blog is done...
had so much of problem fixing it...
cries!!!
heeee's
xiao baobei...
hope u like the new blog =D

2009-03-05T15:55:00.003+08:00

what to do?
what shall i do?
explain and explain...
i know, i understand...
i know i hurt u alot...
i know everything is too late...
i know u want to go, give up...
cos u don have e strength to handle...
cant put up wif my atttitude...
cant stand my behaviour...
don trust me, cos of all e problem tt we faced it togethe...
den at the 1st place u shld have just left me...
when something has happened...
but u nv go...
put up wif everything...
i really appreciate everything u did...
tt's y i also start to love u more...
and promise since so long, tt it wont happen again...
i wont hurt u ever again...
why didnt u leave me, when all the problem happened...
why u choose to stay?
making me love u even more...
den nw...
cos of all the problem happened...
den when something small happened..
u don trust me...
all e trust i tried to rebuild, just went down e drain...
no matter wad i do...
no matter wad i say...
no matter hw much i say i love u...
no matter hw long i promise u i wont hurt u again...
at e end of the day...
we are back to e same place...
when i ask u to think wad u really wan...
start afresh or let go....
haix...
trust is really hard to gain...
wad shld i do...
i really don1 to see u all stressed out...
shld i really force myself to let go?
or continue to hope tt e future will be better?
i just want you to be happy...
haix...

2009-03-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

haix..
shld not went clubbing yesterday..
even if i went, i shld not have drank..
haix..nw everything is too late again..
got drunk, even though i drank half a cup only..
but graveyard e drink was too much to handle..
after drinking, i tot i can handle it..
but haix.. i was wrong..
why everytime thing go wrong, den i start to realise my mistake..
den everything is too late..
my baybee don1 me already..
cos i promised him tt i wont get drunk..
den in e end i was drunk..
he cant trust me le..
haix..
move on, force myself to go..
force myself not to contact u, no matter how hard it takes..
i wont be a burden to u anymore..
u deserve some1 better ba..
it hurts so much..
i really love u..
after so many things happened..
i really want to settle down wif u..
and face all the sweet, bitter,sour life wif u..
but cant le!!!
u're sick & tired of my action and everything already..
haix.. suan le suan le..
i will just stay here..
don1 to go anywhere..
i only love u..
and will only love u..

2009-03-01T20:37:00.001+08:00

Translation Gei Wo Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian

The rain had drenched the sky, destroying it in an exquisite way.
you said you didn't understand, why we should hold hands at this time.
i dried out my silence, regret comes as an impulse.
even if this is a mistake, it's better than missing a chance.

to be together is called a dream, to separate is called pain.
is it so, that unfinished dreams are the most painful.
the consequence of getting lost, i can take it.
this last exit, only exists after love

can i have a song's worth of time,
tightly turn that hug into eternity,
in my arms you won't have trouble sleeping,
oh, if you want to forget i can lose my memory too

can i have a song's worth of time,
to hear the story till the end before saying goodbye,
the tears you gave me, leave them on a rainy day.
oh, crossing the line you drew, i set the boundary of courage

you said i shouldn't have,
shouldn't have said i love you at this time,
how should i prove that i don't have the strength to lie,
please tell me whether stopping is counted as giving up,
i only have the memories of a day

2009-02-15T03:09:00.013+08:00

gosh!!!!
i'm so happy!!!!
just before vday end at 11.49
baybee told me he knew his answer already!!!!
gosh i am damn happy!!!
he will still be with me =D
yeahhhhhhh!!!!
thank you worx baybee...
i really appreciated it...
a brand new start...
a whole new beginning just with you...
gosh!!! i'm so happy!!!!
keep laughing to myself, even when i was bathing =x
nw i am too happy to slp... hahas...
i cant wait for tmr to come!!!
i cant wait to see u!!!
Baybee i missed you lots, plenty, uncountable!!!!!!!
i wan you~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-13T16:17:00.004+08:00

another day...
i tot abt it the whole nite...
there nth left for me to do...
the decision is yours...
i have no rights to make u stay...
after all u have been through so much for me...
no other guy would have done, what u did for me...
after last nite long talk...
i finally understand what's ur feeling all this while...
when u're with me...
i didnt know u were feeling so much pain, deep down inside of you...
no matter how much apology i tell u, it will nv be euff...
to take back all those hurt and burden i gave u...
i am lost, after knowing the truth..
wad shld i do?
let u go, or ask u to gif us 1 more chance?

2009-02-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

i still love u...
i started cherishing you too late...
knowing wad i want after everything happened...
it was all too late...
i hurt you too deeply...
u don't have the will to carry this journey wif me already...
i was just too late for everything...
i don't blame you...
i am the cause for everything...
we started out wrongly...
many stupid thing happened bcos of me...
it was always me, giving u problem...
finally i realise wad i really want..
but is all too late...
time wont stop because of me...
there no1 to be blame except myself...
this relationship would have gone well...
if i knew wad i really want in the starting..
now everything is too late...
i am the caused for this outcome..
i don't wish for this...
it's hurts so bad.........

2009-02-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

I'm tired, stress out...
wif my assignment, exams, bf, so much more...
i'm breaking down..i donno hw to handle...
i cant manage..
i am going to put everything aside...
give myself a break, think through things..
wad exactly do we want?
hope u will do some thinking abt it too..
having a break..................

2009-01-29T00:17:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... thurday le....
time pass so slow and pass so fast....
faster wkend, i want to meet my baybee...time pass so slow~~~
exams coming le, time pass so fast~~~ so sian...
today totally don have e mood to do anything...
donno wad's wrong wif me also...
feel so weird...
nth bothering me also...
but i just feel so down~~~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh roarsssssssssssss............
wad's wrong wif me._.
sianxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!

2009-01-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

aiks baybee i love you so much..
thank you for going through all this with me..
made me realise how much u meant to me...
no matter what happen NOBODY will be able to break us..
we are meant for one another..
Baobei wo ai ni ♥♥♥
cant wait to see you this week..
muackx..

1yr 15days and still counting♥♥♥

2009-01-07T20:02:00.002+08:00

Sian sian sian~~ Boring boring boring~~~ Kinda out of breath from everything~~ Work place, relationship with my family & gf~~ Haiz~~ Sooooo tiring~~~ Its time for mi to take a break le~~~ Time to be myself n think for myself more le ba~~~ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ Sry to everybody tat's is ard mi~~~ I might nt behave lyk wat u all c last time le~~~

Taking A Break Is To Continue A Longer Journey Ahead...

2009-01-05T01:40:00.006+08:00

haix the start of today, really SUX like SHIT!!!
spoil my mood, waste my time, damn pissed off!!!
if and if my baybee woke up on time, and didnt overslpt, all this wont happen ba...
but he totally not to be blame... of cos must blame his mother also!
cos i called his house and kanna scolding by his mum!
saying tt i "mei you zhun zhong" cannot let him slp in peace ar!!! den she hang up..
den i gt my god bro and cloud to call him...
at 1st both also failed! cos of his mother ._. keep saying he slping...
idiot asshole! den finally cloud called for e 2nd time!
and he manage to talk to baybee!
but at that time baybee called me back i was too angry already...
so of cos, i will say don't meet la!!! baybee u know my pattern de._.
den he ask me don angry, but of cos cant wad._. u know me de ma...
so i hang up on his call! and he didnt even call back at 1 hr...
so i was thinking! maybe he went to prepare himself...
so i called him again, no answer!
den no choice le la, i personally called his house again._.
den his mum answer again._. kanna gan again...
this time even better say "ni mei you jia jiao! keep on call and call, i wan to let him slp!" wth man, i was damn pissed of la... i was waiting for 3hrs leh...CB..
so i very persistent! keep telling her i wan to talk to him... and told her i waited for 3hrs for him! but then u know wad she say! " den u continue to wait lor!!!" wtf
she totally don deserve my respect at all!!! so all i could say was, this is between me and him, nt ur business, den she hang up on me ._.
stupid lor, at least tell her son tt his gf waiting for him for 3 hrs already.
cock man got this kind of mother on earth.. ps la baybee, i really don like ur mum!

then after all this chaos, i finally met baybee at 2++
but still in very bad mood, baybee also nt cheer me up or anything...
so we walk, like we went out by ourself. one front, one back._.
den we went to buy movie ticket,YES MAN, den went to the toilet...
after come out from the toilet, baybee say wan to eat lunch..
ask me pei him cos i didnt feel like eating...
early in e morning this kind of nonsense from his mum, i where gt mood to eat!
so we went to look around, see wad he want to eat...
den! finally, baybee came and hold and hand and said sry, ask me don be angry le...
den things started to look better...

after that we went to ps, cos he wanted to eat fastfood...
but i want to buy my faked eye lasher 1st...
buy already, i want to wear it=x
so i took damn long to wore it in the toilet...
in the end it was 4.15 already...
no time for baybee to eat..
den he said he want to tako yaki...
lol he keep saying ps tako yaki sux, but he still always wan to eat...
lolx cos he want to eat ball ball.. kuku la baybee...
den we went to watch movie...
after that, walk around, find a place to have dinner...
donno wad to eat also, fastfood all crowded..
so in the end we went to eat oster mee sua hahas...
den walk walk, go slack slack=x
past 12am le=x
baybee got surprise for me...
lolx.. damn funny surprise=x
he wrote " HAPPY 1YEAR ANNIVERSARY" to me with his ass...
hahas so funny... i sure will remember it de =]

well, at least the ending of the day was nice...
so nvm ba =] i still don like his mum.. =x
punish my baybee! tmr go out wif me!

heee's baybee happy 1 year anniversary worx..
let's last long long =] till e end of time♥♥♥

2009-01-04T01:41:00.010+08:00

heee's finally it's the 4th of January =] but our anniversary is on the 5th of January... but baybee cannot apply for leave.. so nvm, we going to celebrate the day before ^^ can't wait for dawn to come... meeting my baybee at town at 10.30...

weeeeeeee.. 1 yr already worx =D
yeah><
we sure will have many many many many many more yrs of anniversary ahead for us to celebrate...wooohoohooo....=x although we faced so many difficult period during the relationship... all the this and that nonsense.... finally everything is over le... so far, 1 mth never say "the word" already... so happy ^^
heee's sure wont have the chance for us to say it anymore... i love my baybee and nobody can separate us no matter what happen in the future=D

wo de kukumaru, xiao ke ai, xiao baobei, wo ai ni ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-12-25T05:27:00.005+08:00

For u my beloved baybee:

My beloved, my cherished one, you shall forever and always be...

A never-ending love song, forever playing in my mind,

A dazzling star, boldly glittering in the midnight sky,

Golden sunshine, lighting every dark corner of my soul

And scarlet ribbons, myriad heartstrings that bind.

You are reassuring moonlight, illuminating the foreboding night,

A garden, entirely of lavender roses, exquisite and rare,

A gentle wind, perpetually stirring my feminine desires

And an eagle, soaring through the heavens in magnificent flight.

You are vintage wine, intoxicating me with passionate delight,

A mighty oak, magnificent in being, standing strong and tall,

A mountain stream, coursing with intensity and resolve

And a blazing fire on a bleak winter day, exuding warmth and light.

You are passion personified, the epitome of sensual pleasure,

Excitement, every holiday on the calendar combined into one,

Constant inspiration, stimulating my feelings and thoughts,

And gold, silver, diamonds, pearls, all manner of grand treasure.

You are vibrantly colored flowers, gathered into a fragrant bouquet,

Succulent raindrops, nourishing the thirsty desert of my mind,

But most important of all, you shall always be the greatest love of my life,

And appreciated much more than my words can possibly convey.

MERRY CHRISTMAS BAYBEE!!!

2008-12-25T03:52:00.014+08:00

for u worx baybee muackx

SMILES♥♥♥MERRY XMAS=D

heee's see whoes tongue longer? =x

Many more christmas celebration ahead of us=D
today was so fun even thought it was raining almost the whole day=D
so we met later around 4
den we went to bugis to buy baybee pressie and buy pressie for veron too...
aiks... in e end i still haven buy pressie for my baybee=x
heee's i sure will get smth for u de sweetheart=x
baybee look so shuai today,he wore the shirt i brought for him.
my MR YANDAO=X
at 1st baybee was so sian, donno wad happen to him, after that ok le.
aiya, kuku u la baybee!!!
we didnt want to go orchard for count down to xmas.
cos we didnt want to get spray by all those ppl.
lol... so we went orchard around 12++
walk from ps till wheellock...
so tired, cos i was wearing my new high heels
but still look so short beside my baybee..aiks...
walk walk walk, den got spray war going on=x
heeee's baybee got spray by those passer by...
luckily i walked nearer to e traffic police man ...
hahas i sooooo smart=x
den we continued walking down...
and saw a crazy ang mo guy!
guess what he did!!
he jumped around and shouted " muslim, is the biggest problem in my life!!!!"
lmao.. i think something wrong wif him...
but i must admit, he was damn daring..lolx...
den we went to buy drink at starbucks...
baybee chocolate taste sooo bitter.. not nice de=x
coffee still taste better^^
but baybee don like...
den after that baybee send me home...
we slack around 7-11 there for awhile before going home...
baybee i missed u so much...
love u plenty♥♥♥

MY MALE MODEL♥♥♥

2008-12-18T01:21:00.003+08:00

heee's today so fun=D
had a wonderful time wif my baybee..
i woke up by baybee morning call..
but i still went back to slp for awhile=x
after preparing myself..finally i am done, out i went :D
long long mrt journey to hougang..
but it's worth it just to meet my baybee:D
reach around 3.15...
but baybee was late, aiks=x kuku baybee...
den while waiting for baybee, there was a tiko pek keep on looking at me...
sickening! make me feel so unconfortable...
after that we went KFC to have lunch together:D
then baybee need to study for his tmr coaching...
so we went to the library... den i tried to find my book abt margaret thachter...
for my business assignment...
but then! there was only 1 pathetic book abt her in tt library.. haix ya..
some more that book was found in e children section...
so embarrassing...den it was still a children book ._.
after that baybee went to revise his work...
i was reading interesting article on e the magazine...
after that finally baybee was done:D
jys tmr worx baybee gambateh baybee :D
after that we went to slack slack,sit down and see baybee play psp
but before that we went to the provision shop and buy drink and sweets...
and baybee went to buy cigarette cos there only sell it as 9.70
den the uncle said"boi , gou sui ma?"
hahas den i tell e uncle he 20 le lolx...
den e uncle said he look like 17 half...lolx
den i say maybe is because i standing beside him ba..
den e funniest thing was! the uncle said i look like 15. hahas
so funny... so nice...look younger better den look old=x
heee's wanted to eat dinner, but i was nt tt hungry...
so i ate a DONUT =X
den went to cheers buy snack for our long bus ride home=x
took bus 80 home...
on e bus i was eating snack,den baybee play psp=x
after baybee stop playing, i pei him:D
den we started talking,den playing on e bus=x
hahas... we play till so fierce that i fall off my seat...
cos baybee let go of me, den e bus stopped...
so i flew out my seat.. lolx..
den i wave HI to bangala's that was on e lorry...
lolx... play until i so over-excited=x
so zi high.. lolx den i ki siao><
too hyper active already...
den finally reach vivo...
baybee pei me take bus 855 and send me home:D
heee's den baybee cab home...
today so fun worx, baybee i miss u alot =x
hope that few yrs down the road, e feeling will still be e same worx, or maybe even stronger=x
muackx baybee i love u alot, i really do:D
remember 050108 worx =x
ai ni♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-12-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

Aiksss~~~ Sooooooo long nv post le wor~~~~ Hmmm jus went out wif my baybee todae sooooo many funny things happen~~ Lol~~~ Bt be4 i tok abt the funny stuff, i nid to sae sumthing to my baybee 1st.. Baybee ah~~~ U so pig lor~~~~ Ask mi gif u morning call den u went back to slp sia~~~ Zhu zhu u~~~~ Bt nvm la i 4gif u noe u v tired cos of mi ah~~~ =x Anyway todae we meet at hogang mall cos i nid to meet my fren 1st n take my notes from him (to revice the toopid underslung thing la~~~) Den we have lunch together n aft tat went to the library. LI-BRA-RY wor~~~ Baybee dun sae my eng cmi le la i noe how to spell de hor~~~ Wakakaka~~~ Hmmm cos baybee nid to borrow sum book on dunno which lady la.. Den we search for the book n search for v long lor~~~ Finally we found the book n its in the children dept ==' Kao lei baybee y u wanna read kid's book sia.. Lol~~ Aft found the book den we go sit 1 corner n study le.. Hmmm i study my notes n baybee jus pei mi n read sum magazine la.. Aft i finish my stuff its abt 6 or 7 le so we jus find a place to relax n watch baybee play my PSP.. Aiksss gt game dun have mi le la~~~~ I soooooooooo bored lor~~~ Oh ya!!! Be4 tat when i go buy cigarette den the uncle wanna check my IC n sae i look lyk 17 sia!!! Cock la uncle dun make mi happi lei~~~ =x Lol.. The best part is he sae baybee look lyk 15!!!! OMG la!!! u mean all the while i have being together wif a 15years old looking kid?!?!??!?!?! Lol~~~ Den the funny thing gg to happen we took bus to habour front n on the way we both disturb each other until ki siao n POOF!!!!! My baybee fall off the seat~~ =x Aiksss bt nt i cause her to fall de la the bus too jerky le la~~~ Lol so kuku lor~~~ Den hor wa kao ehhh~~~ I saw a lorry wif alot of bangala den i sae to baybee : Hey ya fren outside lei. Den u noe wat she did?? She go WAVE to the bangala lor!!!! Is lyk WTH la u realli think they ya fren ah?!?! Lol so funny.. My baybee so high todae~~ Heez~~ Den aft tat we jus sit down n chit chat lor~~ N den wo meng jui hui jia le~~~ Hmmm baybee i miss u lota lota la~~~ Lai kiss yi ke MUUUUUUUACKZZZ Xiang ni wor~~~

2008-12-17T01:08:00.012+08:00

so long didnt post already...
this blog is dying out...
but my love for my baybee will nv die =x
well...
1 funny and pervertic thing happened...
well on monday(15.0108)
renna and i was at queenstown mrt station,waiting for e train...
so we sat down and wait for 5mins for the train to arrive..
den we look across tt direction----> there was a block of flat.
then there was a man in blue t-shirt standing outside e house...
at e staircase there...cos he was so striking...tt's why i realised him...
nt long later...we saw that he was pcc-ing!!!!!
like wth in public pcc,cant he just do it behind closed door...
so disgusting! some more he was pcc-ing alone...
wad a pervert!
den when our train came, he started to pull down his pants
and continue wif wad he was doing...
wth la, wad a scene to see.. spoil my eyes..
luckily e train came, stupid bian tai uncle ._.
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today after school,meet my baybee at town..
for lunch...hmmm's we went to eat mac at paradise center..
cos PS was crowded.. den went to order the food at mac...
i went to help baybee take chilli sauce...
den went walking back to e counter where my baybee was..
A FAT ASS AUNTY! BUMP INTO ME!
make me topple e chilli sauce onto my hands!
and e worse thing was! she act like she didnt even notice she bump into me!
and she didnt even APOLOGISED!
GOSH! i was damn pissed off...
so i started to gossip and complain LOUDLY to my baybee...
i remember baybee asked me who bump into u?
den i replied"THERE THE FAT FAT 1 LOR!, KAO LEH!
BANG INTO PPL DONNO HW TO SAY SORRY ONE!, SO NO MANNERS CCB! NB"
den she heard me gossiping abt her...hahas...
she didn't even have the guts to talk back, hum ji!
den i keep gossiping non-stop! i was so pissed off!
keep staring at her..
she so fat still eat mac! hope she die faster, stupid asshole
after eating, baybee and i went to watch movie..
the show was so nice, like it alot..
den after show, baybee and i went to ps thinking of wad pressie to buy for fam outing...
den we walk walk walk....
and finally! brought smth... lolx
heee's after tt eat dinner =x
den baybee lend me his psp for a day, cos i was so into his game...
tmr meeting baybee again =D
yeah so happy.

baybee
i mean everything i say
and i will do things tt i promise u
i love u baybee♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-12-08T01:16:00.001+08:00

Hmmm’s today went to work again…
Giving out freebie at orchard for 4hrs again…
Kinda used too already..didnt wore heels today..
Used my sister ugly looking shoes…
Eeeeeks…after job, went to amk find mami and baybee…
Cos mami wan to order things at fair price for fam xmas outing…
So went to coffee bean sit down and start to plan abt wad programme shld we have…
Mami and I so called both gang up and bully baybee…
Cos he 2nd sergeant ma lolx=x
After tt went to fair price and place order…
Den after tt went to food court and eat dinner…
E uncle was going to close stall already,
so he gave baybee and I extra ingredients..
lolx!!! Uncle we nt ur dustbin=x
haix ya,after tt had a little quarrel wif baybee..
cos I wanted him to pei me buy drink…
den he don1 to move, den after tt he move le..
I don1 to move.. lolx
Den in e end I went to buy myself…
Came back,den I nv talk to him…
Den he went to listen to music also ._.
Baybee auto abit pls,don everytime nt happy den go hear music
Ps me and mami… NT nice! Bad habit…
I don1 to keep on reminding u!
Den all e way to e mrt station we didn’t talk…
Until, reached e mrt station and e train came…
I didn’t want to board, so I waited for e next train…
Talk abit to baybee,den ok le…
Den after tt I ask abt his mei ting and e msn ting…
Den both not happy again…
Haix… I tried my best to control and talk to u le…
Don’t want to lose patience on u…
And I didn’t lose my patience=D
Haix… baybee if got anything, just tell me..
Don everytime say nth nth nth…
Can talk to me de ma=D
I will try to be more patience de ^^

hmmm's baybee took bus home from vivo...

den i walk home...

thinking of some stuff...

baybee don mood swing worx =x

still got me beside u ar...

muackx i love u♥♥♥

2008-12-07T00:23:00.004+08:00

so many things happen tis few days...
so i decided to blog it down :D
to keep as memory ba:D
so i can learn from my mistake, and prevent it from happening again
hope my baybee will read tis post too :D
our forever promise^^
ur 2 responsibility, must remember forever worx :D
i live my life for u=x
heeee's and my life in ur hands also worx
so must remember ur promise to me worx =x
no more orhs already ar!!!
u promise me de worx...
so must try ur best to keep it k^^
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yest was a terrible day...
meet my baybee,but things didnt went e way i wanted it to be..
after break,u str away can find another audi cpl..
haix ya,kinda sad, althought at tt point of time, i was nth to u..
but still if u tot abt me, and hw much u and audi meant to me..
u wont find another gal ba...even tot u explained and say cos u wu liao...
wan ppl pei u play..can find me de ma=x
and next time say tings, remember to say e important part 1st ma...
tt she is only 11 and u cpl wif her for fun...
why i cry and angry le, den u say...
kuku baybee, everytime make me anyhow think de=[
everytime bully me...
haix...
don throw my necklance and ring away already ar!
i return to u, is ask u to keep me..
lucky yest still can find back, or else u die already ar=x
well, lucky we talk it out, and everything was fine again...
so glad to have u back by my side=x
nv going to say "break" again
cos it's nt in my dictionary anymore =D
all i want to say is, i love u more and more each day =D
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today went to work wif ben and desmond and ben fren at orchard...
meet at 12++ den went to lv 5 carpark at take all e freebies and shirt from e singtel company...
it was so hot! and baybee was suppose to accompany at 12...
but as usual, my baybee overslept,and he said he got put alarm...
lolx... as usual i need to gif my baybee morning call.. piggy baybee...
oink oink u... i know u very independent, but when come to waking up in e morning...
u still need me =x hahahas kuku baybee
hmmm's so baybee meet me at around 5+ see na so late...
all ur fault! kuku u...
den it was raining today at orchard and i saw a taxi accident,
rite infront of where desmond and i was standing..
lolx so qiao.. den alot of ppl gather around and take photos of it...
well well.. i was wearing high heel giving out freebis...
so tiring, my leg so pain na...
cos of my stupid mum she throw away my shoe, cos it was dirty already...
haix ya den cant wear slipper..
after tt, went to eat wif baybee...
heee's miss u alot...
had so much fun today=x
pillow fight session =x
so long nv play tt wif u already><
heee's i am missing u worx baybee=x

missing u alot worx baybee muackx

2008-12-05T02:56:00.002+08:00

Yayaya.. I dun nid to rest de lor.. Jus finish my duty sure tired de wat.. Wat i can explain alrdy explain le.. Now is u wanna break den dun everything push to mi~~~ Closing down tis blog le.. Du lan.. Btw gals dun look nice when they scold so much vulgar change ya toopid habit la.. ==''

2008-12-04T22:56:00.006+08:00

knnbccb...
fuck care la...cb
i don understand u la..
do i even expect much from u...
u book out,i wan to meet u also wrong...
u say u tired...den fine..
don meet lor... i also nv kpkb u...
say yr hp low batt,i nv call or sms u..
but no reply nth from u....
come on la,u on e bus...
reached home already can charge ur hp wad...
don tell me cant lor...
even if reach home, don tell me u str away slp...
nv even change ur clothes lor...
wth...got time to charger ur hp 1 lor..
i waited since 6++!!!!
nw wad time 10+++!!!!
i call u hw many thousand times...
sms u no reply...
say u slp, forgot abt me...den sua lor...
wake up, donno hw to call me, check on me...
see wad i am doing...
whether i am dead or alive...
do u even fking care?
do i even exsist in ur life?
fk man...
tis is e very 1st time, my relationship don work out rite!
and i donno y
does e fking problem lies wif u or me?
even u wake up le, no call den sua...
i ask my fren call ur house, finding for u..
ask him tell u to call me...
but den where e call??????
i still need to personally call u lor...
u think u king izzit!
wan to talk to u need to make appointment?
wad u reply me?
den don talk lor...
good nice1...
if u find me irritating, or like some1 else.
den just fking tell me and i will go...
i wont pester u, just like hw my ex pester me...
don talk den don talk lor...
no big deal, cos u don even wan to talk wad...
den break la, no point being together rite...
why everytime i must gif in to u?
i fking give up on everything already....
so wad if i ren, and gif u e best...
wad do even get in return?
who can tell me?
wad do i get?
more tears?
more sorrow?
do i deserve tis?
fk man, i think i am blind tt i fall for u...
cb.knn.fk la

it's so hard to love u and i don deserve tis!
hw many times have we been through tis?
hw many promises?
did u even change for me?
wad's tis?
tell me!

2008-11-28T01:29:00.016+08:00

not to be read

everything is gone..e thing tt i ever wanted is gone..he just choose to go..saying it's out of his capability,but did u even try ur best??? i nv even complain abt anything..i keep everything within me..just don1 to quarrel wif u, but in e end, y do i always get tis outcome..u choose to go... i tried so hard to make u stay the pervious time..but tis time?? wad did i do again?? any1 can tell me tis time..why did u have to go and leave me in e cold...even though i love u so..Now I'm the only one in pain ...Will you please take it all away... is not time will heal..no matter wad u cant be replace...u're e only 1 i want..and not some other ppl...i really hate u alot...u everytime choose to run away from everything...everything also don1 to face...u shld not have make me fall so deep in love wif u, when u cant gif me wad i want.. we promised not to break but nw leh time and time u keep saying break...u know break don solve anything, it just make it worse..is not like i will gif up on u..break only make me more and more sad everyday..nth will change..he's tired..maybe it's time to let go...don1 to see him..i also starting to don understand him le...to me it seems like there is nth to talk abt anymore..no more conversation going on...maybe i shall just let go and spare him from suffering wif me...maybe all along i was not e gal for him...we're nt meant for one and another...wad u say is true wad i wan and u can gif is diff...but i nv complain,u don1 chat on phone den don chat..i change for u..but still...suan le... go our own way...

2008-11-27T17:10:00.019+08:00

awwws so sad..
everytime see only my post..
haix ya T_T

must nt call baybee!!!!

i must remember...

he don like to talk on e phone de...

haix hw sad...T_T
today went to eunos there...
see e free lance job...
cos lacking of money le..
need money to buy pressies...
many many pressies..
for all my love ones,and my baybee
tmr need go there again...
go there for training...
after tt went to orchard find my mami and eat lunch...went to wisma toilet and take lots pic pic pic <333>

after tt took bus home...
den e bus seems like it was going to break down..
keep on stopping de...
hmmm...
but nvm still had lotsa fun on e bus..
taking funny pictures like tis :D>>>>

2008-11-25T04:27:00.005+08:00

finally everything is ok wif my baybee already...
heee's i wan to hug u like e picture...
nt going to let go of u anymore...
don1 to make u sad also..
heee's so glad to have u back....
baybee i miss u ♥♥♥

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weeeeeeee:D
today so fun....
miss my baybee lots...
after so much tt happened...
i met him today...
went to his house and slack slack...
cos lazy =x
baybee so lazy...
some more late =x
after lunch...
we went to watch movies online...
watched house and the hill have eyes 2....
eeeeks both also not nice de....
eeeeeks eeeeks eeeks
waste my time...
den we went to audi together...
cos i bought my lappy along too...
den eat dinner....
den baybee helped me wif my lappy...
have my clean up all my junks and make it more neat...
and install so many anti-virus thing...
i sit there gong gong and see him...
lolx.. after tt go home le :Dwent home and audi again...
cos baybee wanted to use his a-cash and buy face and play a few round of game...
hmmm....
baybee so funny....
cos e last round of playing cpl dance..he go and on his hack...
lolx.. notti baybee....piak piak ur backside =x
after tt we went to bp
den play club dance...
there got 2 horny ppl lolx
so funny la...
the gal ask us,wad kind of hole we like...
lolx
wad a question...
after playing for quite some time...
baybee felt bored...lolx
den we went off=x
and baybee called me...
weeeeeeeeeeee:D
talk talk in process~~~~~
and roars baybee...
faster blog la...
don have ur post le =[
everytime bully me make me post only sobx

muackx muackx baybee...

i love u lots and lots...

thousand millions of pieces♥♥♥

2008-11-23T23:49:00.006+08:00

finally everything is settle wif my precious baybee...
he choose to took my explaination =]
and so much of talking to him...

i almost had the urge to gif up...

but i still control myself...

cos baybee u're worth it:D

worth of my tears...

worth of my patience...

worth of my love...

worth of my time...

and lots more...

worth of my everything...

we played richman e new game...

cos baybee was bored of audi..

heee's...

i love tt game=x

i'm so lucky...

win both of e rounds tt we played=x

and baybee keep saying i bully him=x

and he tao yao me...sobx sobx

after tt i ask him again wan to have wedding again ma=x

den he said ok=x

to we went to get married in audi again =x

heee's i think it's e fourth time=x

and we are getting better=x

tis time we 1st round passed already...

heee's cos our love so strong, sure pass de ma=x

i lazy to invite frens,so i just invited e lobby ppl=x

after e wedding baybee was super high...
keep on doing e emotion the dance=x

which is sooo uglam=x
heee's see for uself=x

and he said he will do tt on xmas=x

i ss-ed it down worx baybee =x

after tt baybee still very high...
he ask me to fk his pigu...wakakakakas....
baybee u say 1 ar=x
next time i am going to do tt=x
weeeeee:D

2008-11-23T18:45:00.002+08:00

why does thing always go e wrong way???
why don't things work out e way i wan???
is this really e end tis time???
i tried so hard to explain to u...
y cant u forgive me like e past...
tis issue is nth compared to e past...
i don1 to lose u cos of tis...
i don wish to gif up on u...
i have fallen too deep...
tt i cant pick myself out of e pit...
i only wan u don't u know???
accept my explaination...
i cant afford to lose u...
haix

2008-11-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

lost my voice...

haix...

today didnt go to chuch cos nt feeling well...

den i went to audi wif baybee...

i think baybee forgive me already...

but he don1 to say..

he say it is secret...

well our wedding party failed...

actually can pass de...

1st round can pass le...

all my fault...

i yaya papaya...

wan to play again...

so in e end i miss all...

den 2nd round kanna short circuit...

den com off....

3rd round baybee very lag...

in e end short of 1 perfect...

haix baybee very du lan...

i also donno wad to do...

i ask him go wedding party again...

he don1...

haix..

cheer up baybee

2008-11-23T03:01:00.003+08:00

the thought of losing you...
make my eyes tear...
cant stop tearing...
baybee i am sry...
sry to make u lose ur trust in me again...
e trust we took so long to build it...
and nw it topple again...
it's all my fault...
cos all those troubles for u...
all those extra problem for u to handle..
so many problems tt we went through together...
but pls don gif up on me...
cos u're sick and tired already...
tis time is really a misunderstanding...
i don1 to let u go cos of a MISUNDERSTANDING...
u're more than tt...
i swear upon everything,tt tis is really a misunderstanding...
is not like e previous incident...
which took u so long to put it aside...
tis time is really nth...
baybee pls...
i wont gif up on u...
and i hope u will too...
i'm sry

2008-11-23T02:32:00.005+08:00

so many things happened today...

good & bad...

but firstly baybee i'm sry...

and i wont agree to breaking wif u no matter hw much u wan to go...

tis time is really a misunderstanding...

i nv betray or anything...

i and him really is nth...

nth to start or end wif...

baybee don break wif me pls...

i really cant afford to lose u...

pls believe me is really nth...

don cos of tis u choose to gif up on me forever...

don cos u're angry den say break...

let me explain myself pls...

baybee i'm sry, there really nth going on...

after we been through so much...

cant u see tis time i am not lying...

i really wan to treat u e best...

i shld have made things clear wif him...

when we back together...

baybee pls..don break wif me...

i need u...

DON'T GIF UP ON ME PLS.....

2008-11-22T16:05:00.004+08:00

Finally back to home le!!! So ke lian lor fri still muz do duty~~ sob sob~~~ Meeting baybee aft my camp. But the movie we watching is at 10pm so go back home n slack slack be4 we go out buy ticket. So sian my RSM sms mi n ask mi y nv hand over duty properly.. Nt i wan de ma the taking over duty de coming v late den wat can i do?!?! Suan le ba wanna punish mi den go ahead ba. Sick of all tis inflexible duty stuff le.. SIAN AH!!!!!!!! HMMM oh ya.. My baybee voice sound so man so bu xi guan.. Lol~~ Time to go out le~~ Post again next time ba~~~

2008-11-21T15:50:00.003+08:00

heee's still got 1 more pic tt i played wif=x
and i forgot to upload just nw...

heeee's...

veron dl e program so nice to play wif=x

tis pic so old already...

sobx sobx baybee *hints hints*

2008-11-21T15:21:00.005+08:00

awwws....

i'm still sick...

lost my voice...

still having fever...

haix ya sound like boi boi nw...

eeeekkkksss =x

sooo nan ting...roars...
i wan back my voice =[
i was so bored being at home...
so i went to do smth wif baybee and me the photos...
just realise we got so little photos sobx....
must take more pictures worx...

tis was wad i did....

cos i was bored =x
baybee for u worx ♥♥♥

hahas nice ma?
still got worx...
for christmas de=x
even though xmas is still too early=x
but i bored ma nth to do...heee's

2008-11-20T17:36:00.005+08:00

haix...

i'm still sick...

last nite,didnt slp well...

having bad tummy ache =[

den had diarrhoea...

bt fever went on and off...

heee's nvm =x

i don1 to recover:D

cant get back to slp...

so i went to watch drama(Brown Sugar Macchiato) online...

e show sooo funny...hahas

den went to eat breakfast wif my mami and veron...

heee's..i still sick but i ate....

my baybee =x (laska) wakakakas

yum yum yummy =]

den follow veron go to her sch,my ex pri sch and take her PSLE result...

haix..her result nt tt good...

didnt make it to express...

can see my parents were disappointed...

my brother scolded her...

haix ya ke lian...

baybee was slacking e whole day...

playing his psp...

so i called him and chat wif him...

didnt have e feel to slp...

hmmm's....

after tt i went to his facebook and see see look look...

den saw Ivan leave him a msg in facebook,saying....

y so long, nv see online in msn...lol...

baybee and i e deep secret =x

he said baybee look cute in e botak photo .__.

ROARS!!! only i can admire my baybee =x

ROARS!!! *cough*cough*

eeeee roars!!!!!

baybee played e flirtable application in facebook...

ROARS!!!!

hw could u play!!!!

rarrrssss....

nobody can flirt wif my baybee!!! only i can...

lolx...kk tt's was lame=x

i know baybee play tt for fun only =]

heee's i trust u worx baybee :D

muackx,i love u♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-11-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

haix...

today still sick..

fever,cough,flu,headache,sorethoart..

T_T sad...

baybee soooo busy.nv even sms or call me...sobx

haix finally talked to him on e phone...

and he lost his camera phone...

haix donno who took it...

he tried to find for it,but cant find...

poor thing baybee...

den he no mood .__.

i also no mood.__. cos sick

haix in e end manage to cheer him up abit...

tired le...

haix...

i don1 to recover...

wait till sat, so baybee can take care of me.. ><

nite nite baybee... wan an♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-11-18T23:33:00.003+08:00

haix...

woke up wif a terrible sorethoart...

which lead to fever...

haix sian..headache also...

so i went back to slp after eating my lunch...

woke up at 7pm...

watch tv, play audi,bath,eat...

sms & call baybee no reply...

haix maybe he left his hp's in e store again...

donno wad is he doing..

haix...

i wan baybee take care of me....

if he nt in camp good le=x

he sure will take care of me de...

sobx....

haix....still no call or sms from him...

sad sad sad...

i go slp le...

nite baybee..

slp tight..sweet dreams...

muackx♥♥♥

2008-11-18T01:50:00.004+08:00

well well...

today my baybee so piggy worx...

nv go back to camp...

cos his fren was nt going back...

den baybee don1 to go back alone..

he said very lonely=x

more like baybee was being lonely ><

heeee's piggy baybee >(^(oo)^)<

den baybee sms me in e morning...

but i was still slping..

cos it was raining heavily, so comfortable to slp more=]

heee's bt i woke up and saw baybee sms den i went on msn and pei him chat...

den audi together=x

keep on chiong npc for den=x

and story for lv...

bt baybee needed to go back to camp,cos of his superior asked him too..

haix sad sad x.x

i need to chiong 4 acc...omg

i so ke lian worx...

heee's but nvm la=x for baybee anything also can...

plus i starting sch soon...

let me play all i can for 2 more wks ba...

sch sch sch....

loathe going to sch...

heee's baybee go back to camp lex.x

so sad worx...

lucky his store finally settled!!!!

he will more time to pei me le =]

bt bt bt he still got work to do x.x

bt wont be tt busy already...

heee's so nvm worx =]

i will wait for baybee ><

muackx nite nite worx baybee...

slp tight sweet dreams...

i miss u muackx♥♥♥

u're always e 1 i missed e most♥♥♥

2008-11-17T19:00:00.003+08:00

heee's

baybee tt's was so sweet ♥♥♥

yup going to be a yr already..

been throught alot, super duper much...

just to be together wif u..

so many problem that we overcome it all together...

so no matter hw painful and sad it have to be,just to be wif u...

it is all worth it...

it's just like adding more colours in my life...

wifout u it will just be so dark and cold=x

i rather u add colours in my life...

and go through everything together...

no matter hw much i cry...

i still wont leave u...

i rather cry everyday,den don have u=x

i wont gif up on u,no matter hw hard i try..

baybee u're made for me...heee's

just be who u are can le ♥♥♥

i love u lots baybee muackx♥♥♥

2008-11-17T18:41:00.004+08:00

Hmmm.. It's been a long time since i post le.. Time to write sumthing le ba.. Hmmm.. Dun realli noe wat to write oso.. Jus write out wat's in my mind ba..

Baybee, we together for almost a year le ba.. During tis period of time we being throu alot. Alot more than i can imagine major n minor incident.. We try so hard jus to get together, overcome all the prob. Even thou we can jus gif up n life will be easier than wat it is now. Bt we didn't. And i am realli greatful tat u still choose to be wif mi no matter how many times i have hurt u, so deep n pain tat even i can feel tat ya heart is bleeding. I promise so many times nt to mke u cry again bt in the end ... u still will.. I admit tat i am nt a gd bf bt i am willing to learn for u.. 1 dae dere will be no quarrel no fight between us.. N i am working towards tat dae.. Jus wanna u noe tat how much i love u.. Muackzzz

lasda

2008-11-17T01:20:00.005+08:00

eeeks...

kuku baybee...

u suppose to post 1wk once worx...

bt u say u don have e feeling to post!!!!

kuku u, smack smack ur pigu *PIAK*

everytime make me post only worx...

bully me..sobx..

hmmm...today went to watch madagascar wif baybee...

suppose to watch at 10am+

bt we both very hungry..

so we went to eat breakfast 1st...

den catch e 12++ show..

hahas madagascar was so funny...

really enjoyed e show alot...

luckily the kids in e cinema were quiet...

or else i cant enjoy my show in peace...

hahas... oh ya i ate MEGA mac spicy again...

omg... e burger so big!!!!

so unglum la's...

baybee becoming more and more forgetful already...

in e morning he left his ez link...

den at nite, he left his lighter...

hahas.. my baybee old already =x

gt stm, goldfish baybee ><

ohh ya baybee also promised me tt...

he will try to quit smoking!!!

he say so long le...

so this time we made an agreement that...

1 day he can only smoke 5 sticks...

wakakaka...baybee cannot bluff me worx...

i know u can do it de..

heees jys worx ♥♥♥

baybee u also owe me love breakfast also worx...

wakaka's....

and u owe me qing shu =x

u say u will write de...

heees i wait till next wk for it ba=x

cos u going back camp tmr le

baybee i will miss u de =x..

muackx muackx gd nite i go slp le...

wan an baybee♥♥♥

missing u every sec of my life♥♥♥

2008-11-15T20:59:00.003+08:00

weee...

today so fun!!!

although nv meet my baybee

cos he was in camp..

so i spend my whole day talking to baybee on e phone

cos he forgot to bring his psp..

kuku him, so forgetful...

and e funniest part is tt.......

he bring e psp charger but nv bring e psp...

hahas my baybee so smart =x

i don1 my baybee bored, so i pei him chat chat^^

cant wait for tmr to come^^

going to watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa

wif baybee..

it's been so long since we catch a movie le...

cos baybee busy wif his store for e past 2 wks

heee's

tmr faster come worx!!!

muackx miss ya worx baybee

2008-11-14T02:30:00.004+08:00

no mood e whole day...

like having mood swing...

tot i will be happy chatting wif baybee on e phone...

cos we didnt talk for e past few days..

cos he was busy wif his store...

in e end we end up quarreling...

i also donno wad happen..

seems like we getting more and more don understand each other..

tis sat cannot meet again..haix..

baybee having duty...haix...

my ex contact me again...

donno who he heard from abt me and baybee...

hw we started and everything...

just leave me alone la...

stop giving me so many problem..

don think u know me so well...

stop acting like a smart alex and say i will appreciate it in e future to wadever u are saying nw..

just get lost and stop pestering me..

stop making me think!!!!

i don care wad lies ahead, ppl will die 1 day also...

just shut e fk up and leave me alone...

don need to bother whether i happy anot

it's none of ur business..

Baybee i need u arrr!!! haix

get lost! I am tired,very tired

don make me do silly things.__.

2008-11-13T05:25:00.003+08:00

haix...

today another boring day...

went to apply to MDIS to apply for my course wif my parents...

den found out tt sch starting on dec1..

so sad...means lesser time to spend wif my baybee already..

baybee so busy,nv even contact me...

haix...sian...

sms u no reply,call no answer...

maybe u really tt busy,until no gd nite sms from u..

everytime need to wait for ur sms de..

in e end also nv sms me..haix

i starting sch soon le...sad la...

u also donno i sad...haix

another 17 more days of freedom only...

i wan baybee spend more time wif me...

i start sch no more time le..

haix... need to concentrate...

sad arrr haix

2008-11-08T05:14:00.003+08:00

well..

today met jason di for lunch,den walk around in town,

den went to play pool at bugis, di show me magic tricks

he failed 3 of his tricks for e 1st time..lol=x

after pool,went to mac and slack den went home.

reached home 1hr later than i promised my baybee..

and he was nt happy,saying tt i didnt keep my promise,

haix,i tried to explain but no use..

so many sorrys,also no use...

haix..

forgive me la baybee,i donno wad to do le...

haix

2008-11-07T00:04:00.003+08:00

finally everything is clear wif my ex le..

hmmm... so bored today...

spend my time slping awhile=x

my parents keep rushing me to go sch..
haix ya..sad...let me slack slack awhile more=x

went to play audi awhile,help my baybee train his acc..

cos he lv 15 only,aiya =x and i cant pass my lic.

sobx sobx..

kinda funny when playing audi just nw,cos playing club.

den all e gal dc-ed.lolx

baybee still so busy wif his store,hope he can faster end..

jys worx..next wk gt store check =x

muackx...miss u baybee

2008-11-04T02:16:00.003+08:00

heee's..

in the end,baybee nv go back to camp today..

he going back tmr morning =x

more time spent wif my baybee..

we create new audi acc..

tis time i play e boi acc and he play e gal acc=x

heees so fun..so we went play..

play play play...

den i accidently change e song to love mode..wooops

den e next round even more funny=x

cos rdm music,den all e gals in e club dc-ed,except for my baybee..

hahas..so after awhile..all e guys left e game,end up leaving me and baybee..

2 ppl playing club,first time see.

so romantic worx...heee's

we wanted to cpl but lv nt high euff..

heee's nvm worx i sure will cpl my baybee 1 day ♥♥♥

hahas den we went to tease mami,

cos she donno we create new acc=x

aiks..and mami shoo us out of her room,

so funny..baybee and i were laughing..

hahas..after that..

we went to play cpl dance...

and saw tis guy so fierce to e gal,keep on scolding her..

cos she is so lousy =x

some more is lv 18 clubber,

i wonder hw she pass her license=x

well the guy was not pro either,

had a great time trashing them wif my baybee..heee's so fun

luckily my baybee nt like him worx..

remembering last time i use to be so noob =x

haha's...had a great time playing wif my beloved baybee

muackx♥♥♥♥♥♥

wo yao hao hao ai ni♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2 PPL CLUB DANCE!!!

2008-11-04T02:12:00.007+08:00

Lol.. Jus now playing audi wif my baybee. We decided to create new acc. i using gal acc n she using boy acc.. Lol so fun sia~~ Den we saw our audi mami online n went in the room bt didnt tell her hu we r den she wanna kik us out of the room sia~~~ So fierce~~~ Den we play club dance n all the gal acc DC except mi!!! Den the rest of the boys oso decide to go off den only mi n my baybee in tat club dance room~~ OMG sia~~~ !st time c only 2ppl inside club room de~~ Bt was fun la~~ Wakakaka~~~ Time to orh orh le la~~~ Missing u baybee~~ Muackzzz~~~

2008-11-03T20:32:00.005+08:00

heee's

post post post...

baybee so busy wif his store..

hope he can faster end^^

jys worx.. go and kik ur tt superior ass when u're done wif yr store..

heee's =x

today baybee so piggy worx..

didnt go back to camp=x

hee's guess e past 2 days,he really very tired ba..

keep accompanying me..

ty worx baybee..

i really appreciate it^^

muackx i love u super duper much♥♥♥

i cant live without u,heee's

2008-11-03T19:58:00.006+08:00

Hmmm.. Dun realli have time to post on blog bt i still try to make it once a week ba.. So baybee the rest is up to u le lor~~~ Wakakaka~~~ Anyway sat we had a FAM outing mi baybee mami cloud & berry. Hmmm eat play snooker n chit chat~~~ Nt bad to have tis kinda outing once in a while bt dun make it a dae when i am v tired can?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Almost didnt tok much cos realli v tired, only slept for 2hrs be4 tat outing. Hmmm bt nvm la.. Wish to c more our FAM member~~~ YAWN YAWN~~~ Hmmm sundae we decide to go mami hse slack slack den found out tat she was sick so we become her P.A for tat dae~~~ Help her buy food la... Erm.. i think tat's all nia. LOL didnt help much oso bt at least better than nth~~ Weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ Hmmm in the end i nv go back camp cos of headache~~ Diff to get up in the morning so decided to go c doc~~ Hmmm~~ gg back camp soon le wor~~~ So sian~~ Miss u baybee~~~ Try slp earlier k?? Muackzzzz

2008-11-02T05:59:00.004+08:00

heee's

so many things happened today..

to keep it short and sweet..

baybee i sry abt wad happened last nite..

really regretted,i shld nt have said it..

BUT luckily we're still together..

i wont leave again =D

i realised i am deeply in love wif u,tt i cant bear to leave u=x

today went out wif baybee and e fam members,

it was so funny and enjoyable,bt my baybee was so tired..

i can tell,even though he keep saying he's ok..

haix ya,sry to disturb u last nite wif my xiao jie pi qi =x

sry worx baybee...

we went to bugis and eat,baybee was so quiet all e way(think he's tired ba)

after tt we didnt know where to go,

so we went to play snooker..

heeee's my baybee is so pro =x

nt like me sobx..so lousy=(

e way i stand,bend,hold e cue stick all wrong, so paiseh

baybee was there to correct me=x

so shy la,so many ppl around..aikssss

no face to see ppl already la =x

after tt, we went to sit and drink and talk talk till abt 3

den mami ask me to go home=x

scare my parents scold me..

haix,so reluntant to go home..

i miss my baybee so much..

really had a great time today..

i love u baybee♥♥♥

For u worx baybee...

You're my every dream I fall asleep to

Every rhythm, beating inside my heart

The stars each night watching over me

To guide me when I'm lost in the dark.

You're my inspiration, my every word

Felt so deep through the poetry I write

You're the eyes that help my heart see

For it's you, who gives my heart sight.

It's your heart that has embraced mine

Your beautiful green eyes, I am lost in

Your ever tender kiss I yearn for, And

It's your soft touch, gentle as the wind.

Only with you love is truly everlasting

You're my every desire, every passion

Only with you, my heart fell so deeply

Your simply everything I've imagined.

i wont leave u,no matter what happens♥♥♥♥

2008-10-29T20:32:00.004+08:00

aiks aiks aiks...
i'm so bored today...
i woke up so early and slp so late..
so tired...
stupid neighbour keep on having RENOVATION.
they so rich,might as well gif me e money instead =x
awwwws...
audi is having patch since morning 8.30
and they are still nt done yet!
so slow.. i gt nth to do!!!!
bored bored bored...
so i went to force myself back to slp,
wif all those irritating drilling noises.
NOISE POLLUTION!!!! ASS
my baybee haven reply my sms or answer my call..
haix wonder wad's he doing..
so bored, nobody to accoompany me.sobx
veron is nt around,so sad...
suddenly feel tt my room is so quiet wifout her presence..
i gt to slp alone for e next 4 nites..
aiks.. so nt use to it...
veron faster come back...
heees kinda hope tt my baybee can accompany me slp..
so scare to slp alone..
bt haix, he's in camp..
so, no choice,gonna slp alone
awwwws...
so sad

i don1 to slp alone,sobx

2008-10-28T20:26:00.004+08:00

weeee...
my fam blog is finally done^^
i hoped my fam members will like it^^
my hardwork worx =x
hahas...
today baybee so busy wif his store,
no time for me... sobx sobx hope he faster end^^
muackx i love u sexy baybee♥♥♥

miss ya sweetheart♥♥♥

2008-10-28T04:32:00.004+08:00

aiks...
so many unpleasant things happen between me and my baybee today..sobx
luckily it is all over already =D
wanted to meet den nv meet
den in e end we met..
haix ya..
i shld have been more considerate ba..

so late already(9pm) i still ask him come and find me..
haix forgot tt tmr he need to go back to camp..
in e end i went to find for my baybee..

and he piggy back me^^ heee cos i drank abit =x

haix..u're still e 1 i only love..

i don care abt my ex..he's e past!

u're the present and e future^^

i only love u baybee =x

and sry worx baybee

got u into trouble wif ur mami..

his mum nag nag nag like machine gun at him..

heees and i hope tt my baybee headache will go away^^

so late le,tt's all for today^^

i go slp.. *oink oink* sweet dream baybee

nite nite^^

miss u plenty baybee muackx

2008-10-27T19:05:00.005+08:00

haiz...

all i wan is to go out wif u also cannot

yest we didnt meet,u said today go out de.
den in e end leh?

RAINING? bt that does nt mean u cannot go out wad?

is all up to u. u don1 to go and u nv even tell me.

i waited from 2+ till nw

don1 to go out den just tell me la.

don everytime let me wait so stupidly.

wan to go out wif u gt so hard meh?

keep hinting u...

mami moody u straight away console her.

i wake up nt in good mood, who's there to console me

who's there for me?

go out alone ba

2008-10-27T15:50:00.003+08:00

wahahahaass...
look so cute la.. same as my baybee=pp
aiks lazy backside everytime stay at home..
u rotting already la =x don bored la..
hahas i go burn down ur camp for u =x
heeees cut hair very easy de ar...
heees u can ask me hair u worx i sure cut until very nice de^^
don need to worry worx
lalalalalas....

i miss my sexy baybee,u're all tt i need

2008-10-27T15:43:00.003+08:00

Haiz yo i dun look gd in raincoat la!!!!! Hmmm u c for urself lor~~~ Wakakaka nice ma?? Haiz yo.. Dun lyk raining lei~~~ Unless i am at home den i dun mind~~~ Wakakaka~~~ Bored bored ah~~~ Tml gg back camp lor wor~~~ Oh ya~~~ Haven cut my hair~~~ =x

2008-10-27T15:30:00.004+08:00

aiks nvm la,u tired ma,den slp more nor^^

hahas rain rain don go away,

my baybee need to wear raincoat and go out wif me =x

heeees sure look very cute de worx.

aiks baybee don donno wad to do la..

i guide u k..

1st. go and bath

2nd. wear clothes

3rd. go out

weeeee... so simple^^

muackx love u worx baybee

2008-10-27T15:18:00.003+08:00

Haiz ya~~~ Y nv wake mi up~~~ Haiz ya~~~ Noe i oink oink den nv sms mi when u wake up~~~ So late le den raining le~~~ Sob sob~~~~ Rain Rain go away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Haiz ya~~~ Dunno wat to do ah~~~~

I love to stand in the rain,

cos the rain will cover my tears~~~

2008-10-27T13:52:00.004+08:00

yups audi was fun^^

hahas cos everytime lose to u ma.

heees den get wind to take revenge for me also nt bad worx =x

haix today don need to die already la..

no mood to go out..

already so late.

haix

2008-10-27T01:38:00.003+08:00

Wakakaka~~~ Ya lor~~~ Finally everything is done le~~~ Weeeeeeeeee~~~~ Had a great time in audi wif baybee wor~~~ How dare U GANG UP WIF WIND TO BULLY MI!!!!!!!!!!!! Nv die be4 ah!!!! Nvm.. Tml u die!!! Wakakaka!!!!!!!! N i nt cute la~~~ Stop saying i cute k?? I shy shy wor~~~ Wakakaka~~~ Yawn yawn~~~ I tired le~~~ Time to oink oink liao~~~ Love n miss u wor~~~ Muackzzzzz~~~~

2008-10-27T01:16:00.005+08:00

weeeee finally everything is settled^^

can have a peaceful game in audi wif my baybee.

audi fam is so funny!!! didnt know need to mark attendence

even e fam ldr also need to mark.

and mami was going around asking ppl to mark attendence.

den my tis cute baybee so funny,say it's like school, need to mark attendence de.

den he was counting...

2..

3...

4....

5.....

den he said oh no only 3 ppl mark attendence,bt there are 5 ppl!!!

rarrrs so cute rite,cant help make me want to pinch his cheek =x

den he said...........

paging for BERRY and BRUCEYONG to come to e fam office and mark their attendence!

hahas so funny la...

my baybee is just so cute!!!

--ai si ni--

2008-10-26T22:44:00.005+08:00

heeee yup yup finally is up worx^^ all for u baybee^^

heees e hardwork paid off, cause u like e blog ar =x heees nt tired worx

everything was worth it^^ a place to keep all our sweet memories

never forgotten<333>

ty for ur kiss worx..heee but i wan real want de.. tsk tsk =x

bleahx all gals are over-sensitive de ma =x

muackx i love u alot too <333

blog up le wor~~~

2008-10-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

Wakakaka~~~ Finally blog is up le!! Althou most of the work is done by my baybee.. =x Baybee i love u wor~~~ U muz be v tired from doing the blog so let mi gif u sum reward.. Muackzzz~~~~ Feeling better le ma?? Wakakaka~~ Baybee everytime over-sensitive de.. But tat's wat i lyk la.. Love u lot lot muackzzzzz~~~ I miss u wor~~

2008-10-26T22:13:00.004+08:00

wooohhhhh!!!! i am finally done with the blog.
so much editing to do,my baybee so lazy worx =x
everything ask me to decide.
haix ya..
ya nor today suppose to go out de worx..but piggie baybee 2pm+ still snoring away..oink oink ni =x
haix dui bu qi la baobei baybee..sowwiee is my fault.
i too sensitive already.heeees i just scare i will lose u ma,u're so important to me.

muackx baybee i love u

2008-10-26T17:12:00.004+08:00

Yawn yawn~~~ by rite todae shld be pei-ing baybee go out de.. But overslept so nv go.. i so pig lor~~~ *oink oink* Haiz ya.. nt nt nt nt nt nt nt in gd mood ah!!!! Sum toopid incident happen~~~ Spoil my dae sia~~~ Baybee misunderstood mi~~~ SADDED~~~ No mood to do anything le maybe go orh orh ba~~~ Yawn Yawn~~~

1st posting!!!

2008-10-26T03:20:00.001+08:00

Well, aft deep consideration i decide to open a blog wif my baybee(cheryl) ^^ This blog will be use for recording our sweet sweet memories!! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ *shy* Anyway todae went out wif my baybee to town for sum singing section(k-box la) hmmm be4 tat we decide to have our dinner at the food court.. It was damn fking funny man.. Dere was tis worker at the food court slping at the table beside us.. Well its nt wrong to slp BUT its wrong to SNORE!!!!!!!!!!! And nt only he snore, he drool too!!!!!!!!!!! Omg so turn off lor.. I wanted to pass him tissue de.. Wakakaka!!!! Anyway i took a photo of him.. Wakakaka!!! i so bad sia.. Weeeeeeeee~~~~~ Anyway the k-box section still nt bad la jus tat my baybee didnt sing much.. She said she shy(i think is act de wakakaka) Think tml i will be having sore throat ba.. Cant sing for v long.. stamina weak.. lol.. Hmmm.. tired of typing le let's jus end it here ba~~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~